IDEA OF PAIN IN RETROSPECT
for David
elephants
dust
loyalty
dust
suppers
dust
eternity
no one likes a crybaby.
I steeled myself and kept the river inside,
never privy to my own grief.
my keening in dreams, cut short when I awoke
to an empty room, an empty home.
my walking staff is too strong for me –
when I lean forward, I cannot pitch to my knees.
let me never be trapped in memory,
dust coating my bleeding hands,
my callouses too rough for your beautiful skin.
I bare my face for your approval;
only my deepest mask remains intact,
peered beneath in moments of intimacy.
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